There has been this tiny detail of my dating life that I have always thought was weird but ignored it but now it’s impacting my relationships. I have this thing where I HATE when a guy pays for me. Like if we go on a date to the movies, I do not want him to pay for my ticket or my food. I literally want to throw up just writing about it. It’s not a feminist thing where I feel like I can fend for myself, I’m not really sure what it is. Sometimes I feel like it’s because I’ll become a burden and that person will resent me for it. I don’t know. However, one if the main reasons I never want to progress with my relationships is because I don’t want to have to go on dates with guys because they will mostly likely feel the need to pay for me. I don’t know to explain it, but it’s not something I can just ignore, it genuinely makes me very Uncomfortable.

I can relate to you. I think its weird a guy i never met would pay a meal for me. It makes me feel uncomfortable as well. I know thos is how it works and guys are more than happy to pay, to get the sex. It has a sort of weird link with getting paid for sex.